wildmelody | Locked from Kanade Poorly

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I need someone to talk to.

Someone who's good at psychology or at least I dunno.

Someone is fine.

All right. Just lay back down carefully. I'm coming in.

[Laying back down, she curls up next to Tsubomi. For a moment she let herself relax against her.]

I almost lost myself in that battle. Losing my mind, scared, frightened, upset.

[And as Hibiki lays down, Tsubomi joins her, setting her cup nearby.]

...I don't think Yuri or Itsuki told me about what happened after I... y'know... but... I'm sure I hurt them with what I did.

...oh, gosh, and I'm sure Erika's in quite the panic, too...

Everyone is in disarray after that incident. I think everyone's shook up. And I don't blame them. I let... I mean...

Shh...

...no, no you didn't. Everyone did everything we could. The community did this... I... I know it's hard not to blame yourself... I still feel bad for what happened, too, but... well...

Tsubomi I... I couldn't stop them they just...

[Hibiki buried her face into Tsubomi's shoulder.] I can't sleep, remembering that.

Oh, Hibiki...

[And she starts slowly rocking Hibiki, petting her softly. Even as weak as she is, she's found enough strength to help someone out.]

It's okay... it's okay...

I'm scared of losing her. I love her...

[Hibiki began to sob into Tsubomi's shoulder, curling up against her.]

Go ahead... it's alright...

[she held her a bit tighter.]

...you need to really tell her that, though.

I do... more than ever. We've said it in private but... I want her to know it, again and again...

Then, do so... like I need to do so, as well...

[She can't help but hold Hibiki closer, her grip tightening.]

...I love Itsuki so much, but... I love everyone else, too, even if they don't show it or I don't say it...

We hate hurting the people we love. We'll have to talk to them and make sure that we don't do it anymore.

[And Hibiki hugged Tsubomi.] We'll do it together.